COMING SOON!

So it's about time for me to work on my next big project. Starting October 8th, I'm going to be posting up letters to people who I feel or felt that i should right to. A lot has happened in my life within the past few months and right not I am posting this blog in my new home. I;ve lost a lot of friends, and gained a lot of memories, my hearts broken, my mothers turned her back on me, and still to this day I have a slimmer of hope that things will get better. All I can do is hope and pray, maybe one day I will smile again, hopefully the Cloudz will bring more than just rain. I need to focus on what really makes me happy and brings peace to my already overworked mind, and thats my writing. I have to put all the pain, all the emotions, all the feelings into something other than the box inside of my heart because I am honestly going mad. I'm depressed, I'm hurt, and I need to get my life going back to the happy times. I have nothing to lose, it's past trying to get up in the world, it's honestly about becoming happy. I need a little sunshine back in my life, I just gotta find a way to get it. So with that, I say keep your eyes open fellow dreamers; it's going to be a bumpy ride..-Cloudz