Apology From Love

So, I ask you all to do me one favor before I drift off into the abyss of the dreamt up lie we love to call "sleep;" why do you all care so much about such an insignificant being as such as I?..why do you all care for anyone as a matter of fact?..You care for them as if they will be there forever, when in reality, not even family can stop a person from leaving. So why? why am i still here in my life when i am pretty sure i have brought you all pain?..when i am sure I've cause your deepest wounds, I've made you cry your hardest tears, and bring alive your worst fears. I'm so sorry, for all the pain you have been apart of, i just wish i could make it up to you, i just wish i could change...




-the emotion, the feeling, the pain, the curse, the one and only, Love

What is Heaven, if You Are the Only One There?

To the blind; life is bliss, the world is a rare gem, an eternal glimpse. Everything is gold, the brand new never turns old, the rivers feed the rain, no one is ever in pain.I once was blind, but thought i could see, the world was wonderful, holy water was the sea. I thought rainbows were candy, the snow was ice cream, i was happy, but that was before sight was given to me. One day everything changed, my world was not the same, my sun was not shining, my blue skies turned gray. My trees had no foliage, and the grass was all but dead, i saw a world that wasn't, not the world i was fed.I wondered around hopelessly, and wept in the streets, until a young boy with compassion looked unto me. "What is your name, and where are you from?" I replied, "I am Cloud, the Daydreamer from earth." He look astonished by the words i just said, we went on to say "Welcome to heaven, your Earth is dead."

The Life Romeo and Juliet..

When conflicts arise, and families collide;

A million and one cries, while friends choose sides;

Every time they try, a piece of them dies;

Because every single try, is ended with a million and one cries;

Whispers of blasphemy, coming from mouths of the wise;

Cursed names, against their son’s wives;

Dam you frail heart, for you cannot be fixed;

Dam you brave soul, for you cannot be tricked;

What do you do, when the world says give up?

Do you roll over and die, or do you stop giving a fuck;

They say be happy, and let your hearts live free;

But only when moms not around, so it’s best not to be seen;

I promise, I swear;

I guarantee, I care;

Ill always love you my dear, but your family doesn’t care;

The real Romeo and Juliet, the real tragedy;

The real love, the pain of rivalry;

Why do they deserve, such a horrible fate?

Because mistakes are their enemy, progress cannot be made;

So here they are, stuck in a rut;

Unable to love, but love won’t let up;

If only one wish, one wish could come true;

Is thy young Juliet’s, dream of Romeo come true.